for my friends and jeffy <3
Throught the past year I have been through so much... between my family, the really big situation i was facing this summer that most people don't know about, friend probs, everything...
I'm gonna be honest... i didn't think id make it this far. I was starting to doubt whether or not i wanted to be alive after this summer, after some asshole basically used me...
i was going downhill for a LONGGGG time. Started drinking and hanging out with people who were older and definitely NOT wiser... who were giving me drinks as friends and didn't really have my best interest in mind .
i hurt many people, or at least i was starting to. i lost one of my friends, not all my fault but im sure this contributed to the person i WAS becoming. I will admitt, i started doing everything i promised everyone i wouldn't.
Many of you know that i met jeffy and started going out with him in the summer... July 28th will be our 1 year anniversary :)
It has been the HAPPIEST year of my life because of him. he gives me something to live for... a reason to breathe, my dream come true, the wind beneath my wings, and EVERY cleache in the book that you can think of.
He is ALWAYS there for me to talk to, even if he isn't physically there everyday, and is always there if I need a shoulder to cry on. Don't get me wrong, I ABSOLUTELY am in love with my best friends who can ALWAYS make me laugh... especially MEAGHAN AND AMANDA... you girls are my partners in crime.. i love you two so much!!!! ♥
Jeffy... you have gone through so much with me when it comes to my family... you still are. we have so much love for eachother it's almost unbearable!! hehe.
With this death that just happened, it made me realize that we need to tell the people we care about more often , even if we do it a lot, that we love them... appreciate everything people do. I REALLY REALLY love you jeffy... and all of my friends.
You have saved me, made me better, and keep me hoping and believing that in the end i will succeed at the game of life.
So for all of you, Jeffy included, thank you.
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JEffy.. I love you so much. No matter what, I will always be here for you.. i will love you for who you are, just like I always do. How could I not? You are incredible to me and I just want everyone to know how fortunate I am and why I am so happy with him! HE IS AMAZING. he treats me so well... ♥ i love you babe :)
MEG - everyday we have at least three or 4 c lasses together.. we can joke about EVERYTHING and ANYTHING and pretty much do!!! PARTNERS IN CRIME FOR LIFE!! Best friends since 7th grade!!! i love you!!
Amanda... wow 5th grade... best friends for so long!! :)
you are the only person who befriended me and i will never forget that!! we've stayed best friends even though ive moved away... 6 years now! and we are still so close! i love you soo much!! through good times and bad :) my otha sista from anotha mista ;) we def were meant to be related hAha!
and to all my other friends.. i love you so much!!!!
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thanks for reading this !!! :)
muah!
STephanie